i don’t know you very well

i don't know you very well 
but i know now you are good 
no, you did not strike a tree but you gave me what you could. 

you took me and you smooshed me. 
and bent me way and which 
but i am whole-er now than i ever was or could have wished 

when insomnia kept me ransom 
you stayed with me till dawn 

this might make me crazy. i don't care if you stole the pain i wear. 
if having you means peace and love 
and working issues out if having you means happiness why the hell would i want out? 

so god, hold me captive and never lets me go. 
change my eternal self 
i'll give to you, you give to me 
and forever we’ll be free