Psalm 42 Conversations

Why my soul are you downcast? Why so quiet in me?

I’m tired of loving and losing. I feel God doesn’t listen to me.

Why my soul are you silent?

I’ve been shouting so long. All I have now are whispered words.

Why my soul are you quiet?

I couldn’t take the clamour or the friction that is my own.

Why my soul are you silent?

I think god stopped listening.

Why my soul are you quiet?

Sometimes I don’t even think I can breathe.

My soul won’t you let god guide you?

If he guides with a gentle hand. I know about him and Jonah. And sometimes it brings fear to my head.

My soul won’t you let god guide you?

What died within you?

Part of my light

I killed myself for protection in the darkness of night

Who died within you?

Part of my soul

I let her go and now I don’t know the hair on my head its silver and cold

I’ve lost myself lord. I died sometime ago

Where did your voice go?

In the depths of the known

What of the known?

I knew too much pain, I drank not from the river of Leith

So to keep moving I left behind part of my soul and my life

Published by Silent Singer

The Silent Singer

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