Morning Melancholy

Friends are fickle and Families start feuds. Crushes will crush you and men will harm you.

Consoling words I told myself to soothe the tears and intrusive thoughts away. 

I’ve stood by people who watched me drown. 
And drowned before those people who now standby 

I’m more cautious now of my heart…. With all its open wounds and scars 

Writing you’re a true false friend. You relieve me through reliving in these words. But you can not qwell my thirst. 

I’ve stopped trusting people. Not stopped loving people. I’ve stopped hugging people, because they stopped holding me.